Try as hard as I want, I am completely 100% in love with this little man and so very scared that I will never get to meet him that waves of panic have washed over me no less than 20 times in the last 2 hours.

I am really, truly, completely pregnant with a baby boy, who has a heart beat of 121 beats per minute, who is chromosomally normal and measuring right on track for date of conception.

Please, please, please Universe, God, Mother Nature, Earth, Baby Jesus, Tom Cruise, Oprah Winfrey et all- please don’t take him away from me.